Randomly and consistently

Why does this happen so randomly and consistently;

Why does happen to all - but more to me

 

Why do I take for granted, things which are not my own;

Why do I hope for more, when the outcome is a conclusion forgone

 

Why do I trust you to respond in a manner that I expect to;

Why do I expect you to do things the way I do

 

Is it a mockery of my friendship or of my own;

That I believe in you the way I so do and then my belief is blown

 

While whatever exists between us may just a one-sided belief be;

Can it be true that it means a whole lot less to you than to me

 

Is it wrong to think beyond the periphery of the obvious between me and you;

A friendship so special-the kind which exists between very few

 

Guess my beliefs are out of place-maybe too inclusive

Will my beliefs ever allow me to get out of them - and let me in reality, believe!!!!!